It's Days Before Christmas

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 I used to be so excited for Christmas and the New Year's day. However, this year, I haven't feel any excitement at all.

I am pretty sure what had happened a few months ago have some strong influences to it. There was just too much to handle and it's making me hopeless and least expectant in good things. I have been working hard but I haven't felt anything that could make me say, "I'm happy." Being happy seems to much.

This year, my financial flow has been up and coming. I have been spending a lot of time at school that at work. I thought if I was busy, I would earn a lot of money. I may have earned a lot of experience from people and learn from it, but it is making me lose credibility in most of my expenses. I wanted to do something that's earning me more than earning me less. 

I hope before the end of this year, I could keep up with the debts or expenses I owe to people who have supported me because of my responsibilities.

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